Do Not Stand With Those Who Deny

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“Oh Don’t you worry about that…”
the violent communicator smirks 
The vengeful “fuck off” denier repeats… 
Ad infinitum
Force full
Scared witless
Survival energy
desperate, trapped and feral
energy rampant spitting bile and
dangerously insecure 
anger, rage, insecurity, 
The Cult The Father The Wounded Deer, 
Alive Unwell, 2 daughters silenced, 
So she struggles hard to grow up
to catch up to rise up
hard struggle, harder seek, hardest reach
a bitter biting jealously
in vengeful compare & harsh compete.
Simply smile and realise
More Compassion
More Care
More Kindness
is THE only antidote
to such a wounded shattered soul. 

It is all ok. 
A soul Still included
A soul Still accepted 
A soul
Still a long way from home… 
Literally, figuratively & metaphorically. 
She is ONE trapped down under
despite contrary protestations
off to mind attached in laws
off to the next easy lay lady lay
off to stress release
seeking speech?
seeking therapy?
seeking massage?
of the ego?
It is all OK
not bad not wrong not evil
just limited
callow narrow shallow
yes a flippant "sorry" is the first word uttered
lacks credence or care or changed choices of behaviours
so insincere deer dear deer
rapacious profit motivates
hard drinking hard living hardly kind
at all
How Only A Cultish Daughter Knows
raised in rejection
off to salvation of speaking in tongues
subjected from inside
The Cult. 
So She Saw The Escape Root
was flying The Coupe, 
chase chase chase 
follow The Ex Lover
Over There
Oversee
fucked and dumped
(yet again) 
attached hang on tight
marriage and carriage
a birth of delight
quick split quick petulance
quick fix fuck many for level up?
cheap rent
cheap house
cheap kitchen
cheap wooden man servant
cheap massage
cheap deck
cheap car
cheap tunes
cheap drunks
easy easy easy
cheep cheep cheep
little birdy
worm wormy
squeak squeak squeak
come easy
leave easy
the next rotating door
the next new colour
the quick fix fought tune... 
off key
off tune
no melody no harmony no gracious growing
humanity... 
quick, quick come quick as Minions Mince
set up the pins
set up the transactions
bowled balls for christ sake... 
next gutter ball
next spare of a rotating fuck buddy
next rotating shallow callow narrow 
pick those bowling balls
quick


Simply see the ENERGY for what it is 
DISASSOCIATED
DISTANT
COMPLEX CONVOLUTED
any gentle self care response
To such projection? 
More 
Compassion care & kindness 
More from love 
Ad infinitum 
More 
“I will continue to Love you from love & 
FROM a safe healthy afar, 
Of course I will never give up on you, 
How could I when I am 
Consciousness I am
Coming Fully from Love I am 
Unwavering & unchanging & unadulterated 
In my absolute self worth wholeness. 
In this simple consciousness 
In this common consciousness 
In this ordinary consciousness 
In this everywhere consciousness 
Always FROM love 
Not for love 
Pay attention the first time 
Believe someone the first time 
Learn deeply the first time 
There are only lessons 
No mistakes 
Unless we keep choosing 
Repetitive patterns of loopy loop 
chaos, drama and crisis… 
See The Truth in People 
Not just their innate “goodness” 
Easily Forgiven in a heart beat as 
Creation bares no grudges 
Creation Carries no revenge 
Creation rises fresh each morning 
True Nature 
Unattached & fully connected! 
True Nature 
Lesson felt each dawn, 
True Nature 
The rises reliable
Consistent,
Remembered, 
Never 
Forgotten. 

Are you still mind attached? 
Beliefs, worry, stress, anxiety, etc etc opcit et al? 
Or Are you open heartedly discerningly
connected? 
To your own True Nature? 
Who Am I? 
Really… 
Once we dismiss all that insults our soul or 
Repeatedly 
Hurts our wide open discerning heart. 
In consciousness there is no path. 
You already are. 
As consciousness there is no journey. 
You already are. 
In and as consciousness YOU already ARE
profoundly simple 
Realise, 
There is NOTHING to realise… 
Once we GET OUT OF OUR OWN WAY 
ONCE WE CEASE THE REACHING 
ONCE WE SURRENDER TO THIS ONE 
momentous moment. 
As our own true nature. 
Simple unadulterated 
Common unchanging 
Ordinary unwavering 
Everywhere self worth 
Self love self knowledge